A New, Yet Old Beginning

I've had a lot of blogs. Some of them are active, some of them have been dormant for years. I can't seem to find enough motivation to keep them alive for more than a year.

Usually I start a blog about something I am passionate about, but the thing is, passion is not enough to keep things going. I'll eventually run out of things to write about, or run out of drive to continue doing what I do.

It dawned on me a few months back that I should start  making a blog about my life with Jesus. Trying my best to be good and my quest to lead a holy life has been something I've been doing on a daily basis. No need to set aside time to do it, cause I try to do it as much as I can everyday.

I didn't want to make this blog at first cause I was afraid that people will judge me. I'm not perfect. I make mistakes. I SIN. I sin a lot actually. I didn't want to parade how "holy" I am, cause the fact is I'm not. I don't want to be labeled as a hypocrite.

What really urged me to do this is because I wanted to share how awesome God really is. He's so active in my life, always showering me with blessings, and I want to at least let someone know that He's real, He's alive, and He rocks!

I feel like today, he whispered to my heart and told me to make this blog. I hope I can make God smile with this effort.

This isn't a blog about how to become holy. No. I made this to serve somewhat as a journal. I'm an ordinary person leading an ordinary life. This blog is my way of expressing my love for God. I'm not actually expecting someone to read this, but in case someone does (like you are), I hope I am able to move you into becoming a better person, living with Christ.

I'm asking you, dear reader to please pray for me, that I may be able to sustain this. Pray for my zeal that is slowly starting to manifest. Please pray for me that I may able to publish content that can help you, someone, anyone in their quest for holiness.

Gospel Reading: Dependence on God - Lk 12:32-48

Dependence on God

Lk 12:32-48

³²Do not be afraid any longer, little flock, for your Father is pleased to give you the kingdom.

³³Sell your belongings and give alms. Provide money bags for yourselves that do not wear out, an inexhaustible treasure in heaven that no thief can reach nor moth destroy.

³⁴For where your treasure is, there also will your heart be. 

³⁵"Gird your loins and light your lamps 

³⁶and be like servants who await their master's return from a wedding, ready to open immediately when he comes and knocks.

³⁷Blessed are those servants whom the master finds vigilant on his arrival. Amen, I say to you, he will gird himself, have them recline at table, and proceed to wait on them.

³⁸And should he come in the second or third watch and find them prepared in this way, blessed are those servants.

³⁹Be sure of this: if the master of the house had known the hour when the thief was coming, he would not have let his house be broken into.

⁴⁰You also must be prepared, for at an hour you do not expect, the Son of Man will come."

⁴¹Then Peter said, "Lord, is this parable meant for us or for everyone?"

⁴²And the Lord replied, "Who, then, is the faithful and prudent steward whom the master will put in charge of his servants to distribute (the) food allowance at the proper time?

⁴³Blessed is that servant whom his master on arrival finds doing so.

⁴⁴Truly, I say to you, he will put him in charge of all his property.

⁴⁵But if that servant says to himself, 'My master is delayed in coming,' and begins to beat the menservants and the maidservants, to eat and drink and get drunk,

⁴⁶then that servant's master will come on an unexpected day and at an unknown hour and will punish him severely and assign him a place with the unfaithful.

⁴⁷That servant who knew his master's will but did not make preparations nor act in accord with his will shall be beaten severely;

⁴⁸and the servant who was ignorant of his master's will but acted in a way deserving of a severe beating shall be beaten only lightly. Much will be required of the person entrusted with much, and still more will be demanded of the person entrusted with more.

Gospel Reading: The Paradox of the Grain of Wheat - Jn 12:24-26

Jn 12:24-26

The Paradox of the Grain of Wheat

²⁴Amen, amen, I say to you, unless a grain of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains just a grain of wheat; but if it dies, it produces much fruit.

²⁵Whoever loves his life loses it, and whoever hates his life in this world will preserve it for eternal life.

²⁶Whoever serves me must follow me, and where I am, there also will my servant be. The Father will honor whoever serves me.

Gospel Reading: The Conditions of Discipleship - Mt 16:24-28

Mt 16:24-28
The Conditions of Discipleship

²⁴Then Jesus said to his disciples, "Whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself, take up his cross, and follow me.

²⁵For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.

²⁶What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world and forfeit his life? Or what can one give in exchange for his life?

²⁷For the Son of Man will come with his angels in his Father's glory, and then he will repay everyone according to his conduct.

²⁸Amen, I say to you, there are some standing here who will not taste death until they see the Son of Man coming in his kingdom."

Gospel Reading: Peter's Confession about Jesus - Mt 16:13-23

Mt 16:13-23

Peter’s Confession about Jesus

¹³When Jesus went into the region of Caesarea Philippi he asked his disciples, “Who do the people say that the Son of Man is?” ¹⁴They replied, “Some say John the Baptist, others Elijah, still others Jeremiah or one of the prophets.: ¹⁵He said to them, “But who do you say that I am?” ¹⁶Simon Peter said in reply, “You are the Messiah, the Son of livingGod.” ¹⁷Jesus said to him in reply, “Blessed are you, Simon son of Jonah. For flesh and blood has not revealed this to you, but my hevenly Father. ¹⁸And so I say to you, you are Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church, and the gates of the netherworld shall not prevail against it. ¹⁹I will give you the keys to the kingdom of heaven. Whatever you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven; and whatever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.” ²⁰Then he strictly ordered his disciples to tell no one that he was the Messiah.

                ²¹From that time on, Jesus began to show his disciples that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly from the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes, and be killed on the third day be raised. ²²Then Peter took him aside and began to rebuke him, “God forbid, Lord! No such thing shall ever happen to you.” ²³He turned and said to Peter, “Get behind me, Satan! You are an obstacle to me. You are thinking not as God does, but as human beings do.”

Gospel Reading: The Canaanite Woman's Faith - Mt 15:21-28

Mt 15:21-28

The Canaanite Woman’s Faith

²¹ Jesus... withdrew to the region of Tyre and Sidon. ²² And behold, a Canaanite woman of that district came and called out, “Have pity in me, Lord, Son of David! My daughter is tormented by a demon.” ²³ But he did not say a word in answer to her. His disciples came and asked him, “Send her away, for she keeps on calling out after us.” ²⁴ He said in reply, “I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.” ²⁵ But the woman came and did him homage saying, “Lord, help me.” ²⁶ He said in reply, “It is not right to take the food of children and throw it to the dogs.” ²⁷ She said, “Please, Lord, for even the dogs eat the scraps that fall from the table of their masters.” ²⁸ Then Jesus said to her in reply, “O woman, great is your faith! Let it be done for you as you wish.: And her daughter was healed from that hour.